another chapter
today with cat on desk
convulsive purrs
i, feeling strangely curious,
the light outside feels clear and stark
the grime and must on my skin feels like the early morning
the cat's name is allie
she writes nonsense on this keyboard
just like her caretaker
insults
to self
i have an appointment with the therapist in 30 minutes
i don't want to talk to her
what do i do?
i want to run into the arms of freedom and highness
a lapse in reality
find me, kingdom, queendom
binary, polar existence
up and down
cold and hot
fast and slow
i stumble over intermediate degrees
never finding my strength or depth in extremes
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